all this while , not updating doesn't mean there's no anecdote , it's just things to be told , all were just too nonsensical / despondent / exhilaration . the blends of these emotions really shook my brain , till i'm so stressed out .
i've been struggling on to stay positive every single day , through ups-&-downs . but sometimes , i feel like abandoning those good hopes , so that living will always be a better choice .
every single day of ramadhan , i pray for everything to be proficient and have great feelings everyday . ;)