Monday, January 18

hole in my heart


keeping it inside hurts me alot , desirable , wanting to express how much i miss you and love you all this while . it's been months since we talked . oooh , don't you feel the pain ? maybe you know notice that i didn't start the conversation like i do last time , but i expect to say hello first , it's never wrong .
or maybe you just think , oh , she's ignoring me , i don't even care or bother , she's nothing to me anymore . how sad dear , how could you think like that ?
it's really good if i have and own the superpower that enable me to read and know what you're thinking or feeling about me . . .

are you facing the world of truth ? care about others . don't keep revolving around yourself all seconds , think .

you want what i express about ? there it goes . don't ask who i'm referring to , cause none of you know that particular person . soo , today is monday . school's as usual . but what i like was physics and chemistry lesson . what ?! yeah , what i like it cause it's really interesting to learn .

and when we went back , it was like raining cats and dogs . no , drizzling . but stopped . thank you Allah for wetting up our state and letting back Mr Sun out to let us have a safe journey home . not much , currently i'm feeling sleepy and emotional . that song keeps repeating in my head . good , making me feel sleepy . anyway , i fell down yesterday . haha , once again iinjured my left knee again . well done , great job . nehh , i'm not a cry-baby to go , oohh , it hurts . no . typically not me .

to end this , i will say :


i miss your sweet smell of perfume .
i miss your beautiful smile on your face .
i miss your hand , holding it keeps me warm .
most importantly , i miss you .