so , not much stuff goin on this holidays , i wonder why . but still keep updatin although i know not many reads my blog . but thanks to those who make time to waste on readin my posts . :)
working gas ? thinking of working for 1 month in december , part-time of course . i don't want to be bothered by the boss during weekends . not sure yet , it may be good to at least own some xtra cash in hand , not for shopping but for my books for next year of course .
what if i work and sec 2 pink planned an outing on my work day ? i probably can't take leave ( p.s. not sure bout the spelling , pardon ) , i hope i cud at least to buy my school books on 9 dec . i don't know , i've been thinking so much to work , just hope i would not abandone studies . :)
one more thing , how do you feel if u talk to somebody , and the person tells you that " actually i tngh buzy typing " then offline ?! WTH ?! i just really hate perosn like that , you really have hurt my feelings all this while . . . i just don't understand , why can't we be friends ? i still respect you although you're older than me . i just need a shoulder of yours . i really feel comfortable when talking to you . but your type is just the ' care for your own ' type . why ? when i feel that your my best friend , you left me .
please , i just need a friend . i maybe imperfect , un-beautiful , not smart enough like you , but now really not my friend . i wonder why i have been waitin for you all this while ? for nearly 2 years , i try to end it , but i can't . thanks to my classmates for helping me a lot .
my life really is full of miseries when you involve in me .
